Thank You!!! And welcome to my site. I'm Angelica, although I prefered if you call me jelly. I have a bunch of stories, but I'll make this page short and sweet for my readers that like to skim the page. 

If there's anything important you should know about me, its probably that I am always asking the question - "Why?" Why does this do that? Or why do we think A instead of B? My mind is filled with all sorts of questions most people never take the time to ask. Essentially I ask all the stupid questions everyone was too afriad to ask the teacher in class. 

This is sooo factual for me, most of my life I lived probing questions in my mind. What happened was I realized how much other people aren't keen on listening to your thoughts about things that we think, say and do!

This lead me down a different path (after life altering experiences of course), about why would we actively or subconsciously choose not to engage in certain thoughts and actions. Asking this question lead me down several other roads which I hope you can find the answer to somewhere on this blog. But more importantly, how fragile the state of our consciousness really is, how subtle things change the shape aand concepts of our thoughts in such a way we would never explore further that we can throw a stone. 

And then, more questions like; exactly what is consciousness? How did we go from primal rudimentary humans to this thinking being? What caused it? How do we obtain truly awesome partners and a above average sex life? Who's is in charge of telling us what is acceptable vs what isn't? Should we allow such influence on our lives?. . . And thinking of such, is this style of life we know now acceptable to our consciousness - in regards to how our mind desires answers to questions and seeks understanding of human purpose? Is this it . . . or enough for us?

See how it works for me? Well if not - I hope you stick around for a bit and search the site so we can help each other understand the other.

Continuing on, I am a mother. I have two great kids that often challenge my understanding of what it means to be a parent. Nearly every night before I close my eyes, I do a mental recall of the days' events and discern who was better at their job today - me. . .  or the chittlers? LOL

I'm also into gaming and anime, no need to go through a list of my favs, however, I do love a deep conversation about which anime had better dialog, or better fight sequences (winks at my fellow nerds)! I garden as well, every year I set out to feed myself and the family with some homegrown produce. You can catch my videos on Youtube, along with some of my personal rants about consciousness and human behavior. 

I also deal with relationships and sexuality, although I don't say much here, I'm sure you can look me up online and see a few things pop up in the search results. If you have trouble, send me a message and I'll be sure to give you the redirects to the places I am on especially with those topics.

So I can't think of much more?!? If you do have a question, be sure to send me a message - better to satisfy looming ponderings about me than not. But hopefully, I've said enough to convince you to stay with me, or if you're interested in sharing some of your obscure thoughts here let me know as well!