I have this secret.... Well, perhaps not a true secret, but a tid-bit of information I've been holding onto for some years. I think I've been astral projecting since childhood. It's not that I haven't wanted to say these thing aloud, I am more or less afraid of what it means for me. Astral projection has always been one of those things that  make you sound crazy, or maybe a little less crazy! LOL But to be serious astral projection for me fundamentally means everything I know now, the reality I live is a very beautiful lie.

I want to share pieces from my experiences for really two reasons, to lessen the weight of my heart, and to also see if anyone has had any relative experience. So let's begin...

My first experience was when I was 10 or 11. Initially it started with what I thought was a dream of me feeling the sensation of levitating then suddenly falling in darkness. Night after night I would wake in a near heart attack just moments before I hit the bottom - and then, it stopped. As I  grew older I never really had dreams unless they were these very strange ones or just flat out nightmares, but still dreams were a rarity if they ever happened at all.

Close to two years ago, again I was falling in darkness - in that moment I had instantly realized I was having the same exact experience from before. This time I was finally aware of something different - although I cannot tell you what that difference is. Suddenly I had stopped falling then a flash of pain then numbness can over me. My arms and legs lay swaying below me as my vision clears and I see a cone glistening with my insides flayed around it as if decoration. I come to the understanding that I've fallen onto a sharp cone stone, my body unable to move I stay there as a sense on calmness and coldness takes over as I close my eyes and submit to what I understand as death.

Photo sourced from Vincent LaMotte

I've been writing about the "Black Conscious Community" recently not for viewership, but simply because I believe in truth. I believe that moral fiber - the thing that drive us all to be one way opposed to another is important not only for myself, but for everyone who ever endeavors to be the best version of themselves. Truth is a very singular thing if I can steal a quote from my favorite movie "Cloud Atlas".

"Truth is singular, its versions are mistruths."  

Over the years since my initial entry into the conscious community, I've had challenges  with the way that we have treated each other. The viciousness in which we try to destroy one another for mere slights and petty attacks at ones character. This observation was made valid as I watched the trauma unfold in regards to our brother Young Pharaoh and his experiences with the affiliates of HOK (House of Konsciousness). As I watched the events what I saw a sick and demented people attempt to destroy a young man's character and nearly take his freedom for nothing more than a petty rivalry between two different trains of thought.

Last night I viewed a livestream hosted by brother Kev Gillz in which Young Pharaoh shared his story about how he first was exposed to Consciously Black YouTube and how those experiences lead to court appearances and de-facto gag-orders which prevented him from speaking his truth about what happened and why he was/is so persistent to make his followers aware of the treachery behind HOK and the people that associate themselves with the platform.

I'd first like to start with the working definition of Treachery: (from Dictionary.com)

Noun,

1. violation of faith; betrayal of trust; treason.

2.act of perfidy, faithlessness, or treason.

I don't know Young Pharaoh personally however, I'd like to speculate that in the beginning he revered the people of HOK. That deep respect and admiration of people who saw life similar to how he did. Who wanted many of same things for that black community and aspired to assist the community in bettering itself from the inside. Time would show our brother that all skin folk ain't kin folk.

The unfortunate series of events that followed Pharaoh's interaction which Black Conscious YouTube paints a broader picture of how severely sick a depraved we still are as a people. Our inability to value each others lives as sacred and important aspects collectively and individual only show the work that we still have to do. To benefit the whole, we must first start with self.

So I know you came here to read about the treachery so let's talk about it. According to Pharaoh,  his revelations came when he realized his interactions on the platform were set up as impromptu debates with other members to bash and demoralized the thoughts he presented. A rivalry quickly began as the group "Amun Ra" as a whole or in part began to criticize Pharaoh as begin a "idiot, immature and pseudo". Amun Ra had no respect for Pharaoh, even when time and time again he attempt to hash out the issue with them. Pharaoh left the squabble alone and continued to speak with his already surmounting audience.

Meanwhile, a member of Amun Ra, Dr. Maat (Deanna Bailey) pressed criminal charges and filed a restraining order against Pharaoh - a man she had never met in person. According to Pharaoh not only was this a defamation against him but it could have potentially cause Pharaoh to violate his parole and have committed to jail time as a result.  He also acknowledge that unknown persons called the court with claims that Pharaoh would "shoot up the courtroom" causing more of a aggressive presence at his arrival.

These incidents occurred after a already failing  experience with brother polight never sending goods worth several hundred dollars to Pharaoh which led to sa neter (founder of HOK) having to intervene to return payment for said goods.  Pharaoh also had his GoFundMe reported with false claims of never utilizing the money for it's listed purpose which resulted in the campaign to be terminated. Pharaoh also claims to hold the transcripts in which Bailey perjured herself under oath during the trail of how she met Pharaoh, threats against her and her son's life, harassment, claims to bring a fire arms onto public property for malicious intent.

All these incidents led to Pharaoh's YouTube channel being placed under investigation by his parole.


My final thoughts are, the truth will ALWAYS come to the light. In this case of Young Pharaoh, the treacheries that were committed against him would lead us to believe that these people are no different that the "devils" they claim are our mortal enemies. They behave and move in symmetry with them. These people have stood passively by while claims of money fraud, verbal assault, potential incarceration go unchecked and foster the breeding ground for more of the same.

What I think on the matter is that it's high time that we as a collective start to draw lines in the sand against these supposed leaders of consciousness who will go to such lengths to destroy other in community they see as a nominal threat to their conglomerate. To sabotage and defame their own family for petty grievances. At what cost will we stand up and strengthen our spines with a moral fiber that doesn't collapse for social media fame and celebrity. What are will willing to stand for if even social media citizenship supersedes the threshold of our better natures.

For me...... I draw the line here and the buck stops now! #HeKnew #TeamTruth

Months have gone by since we first heard about the 50K victim of Brother Polight. After several conversations the 50k victim was chosen to speak ups about his relationship with Polight and how exactly it came to be that he invested money with Polight.

As we understand from the victim, "Brother Willie" he first encountered Polight online via YouTube and some time after joined the Nu Convenant group. Brother Willie immersed himself in the group and began to participate in making Polight's head dresses and doing security for Polight's events. Time went past and Polight began to initiate conversations about investing money to get a return on investment (ROI) and then help further the black community.  Brother Willie agreed and first invested ten thousand to start a "credit card processing" company in which Polight along with his friend Brother Reggie, popular from Black News 102 personally picked from his store in York PA.

Brother Willie stated that Polight and his family came to visit him on more than one occasion. Here are some Pictures below:

Brother Willie showing his head dress work for Polight

Brother Willie stated that he thought he and Polight were very close and that he thought of Polight as more of family than anything else. He believed in Polight and his vision to create a community of businesses and services for Black people across American.

View Willie's 45k wire transfer to Amunet (Polight's Wife) here

In the United States, mail and wire fraud is any fraudulent scheme to intentionally deprive another of property or honest services via mail or wire communication. It has been a federal crime in the United States since 1872.[1]  Whoever, having devised or intending to devise any scheme or artifice to defraud, or for obtaining money or property by means of false or fraudulent pretenses, representations, or promises, or to sell, dispose of, loan, exchange, alter, give away, distribute, supply, or furnish or procure for unlawful use any counterfeit or spurious coin, obligation, security, or other article, or anything represented to be or intimated or held out to be such counterfeit or spurious article, for the purpose of executing such scheme or artifice or attempting so to do, places in any post office or authorized depository for mail matter, any matter or thing whatever to be sent or delivered by the Postal Service, or deposits or causes to be deposited any matter or thing whatever to be sent or delivered by any private or commercial interstate carrier, or takes or receives therefrom, any such matter or thing, or knowingly causes to be delivered by mail or such carrier according to the direction thereon, or at the place at which it is directed to be delivered by the person to whom it is addressed, any such matter or thing, shall be fined under this title or imprisoned not more than 20 years, or both. If the violation occurs in relation to, or involving any benefit authorized, transported, transmitted, transferred, disbursed, or paid in connection with, a Presidential declared major disaster or emergency (as those terms are defined in section 102 of the Robert T. Stafford Disaster Relief and Emergency Assistance Act (42 U.S.C. 5122)), or affects a financial institution, such person shall be fined not more than $1,000,000 or imprisoned not more than 30 years, or both.[2]  

18 U.S.C. § 1343 provides: Whoever, having devised or intending to devise any scheme or artifice to defraud, or for obtaining money or property by means of false or fraudulent pretenses, representations, or promises, transmits or causes to be transmitted by means of wire, radio, or television communication in interstate or foreign commerce, any writings, signs, signals, pictures, or sounds for the purpose of executing such scheme or artifice, shall be fined under this title or imprisoned not more than 20 years, or both. If the violation affects a financial institution, such person shall be fined not more than $1,000,000 or imprisoned not more than 30 years, or both.[3]

We are continuing to access and verify any and all of Polight's claims to have, was, or is in business to broker deals on the level that he has spoken of in the past. that information will be given to any and all victims of Polight needed for their individual or collective cases.